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There you were, sitting in the corner of your bedroom, trying to keep yourself busy. If you could just find something to get your mind off of it.

'Damn it...' you cursed yourself for allowing it to enter your mind again. You were now shaking  fiercely, as you grabbed whatever was next to you in hope for some kind of comfort. You now held a  bandana in your hand and began twisting, tying and fidgeting with it to keep your hands busy. While doing so, you began chanting "nothing bad is going to happen" over and over again in your head. You knew that it was true, but even still you couldn't help but be afraid. What made it worse was that you knew there was no reason to be afraid. So there you sat, trying to occupy your mind with whatever things that are around you.

Suddenly, your cellphone rang, making you jump slightly and putting you even more on edge. You stared at the cellular device for a moment and debated whether or not you should pick it up, but ultimately decided to leave it be. Once your ringtone stopped, you went back to playing with the <color> piece of clothe in your hands.

Ring... Ring... Ring...

You sighed, knowing that the only reason that someone would call you repeatedly was if it was an emergency or if they were your best friend, Alfred F. Jones. You cautiously stood up to reach for your phone, and went straight back to the dark corner in your room and curled up into a ball.

"Hello?" You asked quietly.

"Yo, _______!" The rambunctious American yelled through the other side of the phone, scaring the living daylights out of you, "You wanna come over and play some videogames? I got this kick-ass new horror game from Kiku the other day!"

A horror game... Because that's exactly what you needed right now. You began to take deep breathes to keep yourself calm.

"N-no thanks, Al... I'm just going to stay home today."

Alfred could hear the desperation and anxiety in your voice, and immediately understood what was going on. He wasn't as dense as everybody thought!

"I'll be right over!" He told you and hung up before you could protest. You stared blankly at your cell before closing it, setting it next to you, going back into the fetal position, and burying your tear-stained face into your <pants/skirt/whatever>.

You were a bit concerned that your best friend would get you even more riled up with his loud voice, and hyper attitude. But, he knew your condition and was always gentle around you, especially when you were in this state. Within minutes you heard your front door slam open, making you jump slightly, and you heard Al's footsteps echo through the house as he made his way to your room.

"_____?" He called to you gently as he opened your bedroom door. You could only whimper in response. Alfred sat down next to you and embraced you with his strong arms, and you immediately clung to him like your life depended on it- because to you, that's what it felt like.

"Do you know what's wrong?"

You shook your head.

Alfred sighed, "You should've called me right away... Just take deep breaths, okay? I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere..."

"Thank you..." You said barely over a whisper.

He stroked your <h/t>,<h/c> hair and began to hum your favorite song into your ear. You stayed like this for what felt like hours until you began to feel yourself relax. That feeling of butterflies in your stomach was beginning to disappear, your tense muscles began to slacken, and your heart rate slowly found it's way back to it's original beat.

Alfred smiled and stopped humming. "Feeling better?"

"A little..." You replied, still a bit shaken.

He kissed the top of your head, picked you up bridal style, and began walking down the stairs that led towards the living room

"A-Al, what are you doing?"

"Don't worry, I know what will make you feel better!" He gave you his 'hero smile' as he called it. He walked past the many rooms in the house until he reached the sliding door that led outside. Finally, he set you down underneath the old, large oak tree in your backyard.

"Hey, _____, look."

You stopped burying your face into his bomber jacket and looked up towards where he was pointing. You nearly felt your heart stop at the beautiful sight before you.

Many hughs of reds, oranges, and yellows dancing in the sky around the giant, shining sun. Because your house overlooked a hill, you had the perfect place to view sunsets without any manmade obstructions blocking the horizon. You could feel the tender warmth the sun released on your skin, and the cool, soft grass beneath your bare feet.

"Whoa..." You breathed out.

"The sunset's prettier than usual, huh?" Al smiled and wrapped his arms around you, "Feel better now?"

You watched the final spec of sun fade into the horizon, as dusk began to take over and paint a wondrous scene.

If I have to spell it out for you, the reader was having an anxiety/panic attack. |D
Something that has been happening to me a lot lately... v.v I thought it'd be good to write about something I could relate to, you know? ^^
What got you so worked up? What are you afraid of? That's up to your imagination my friends!

Anyways, this is for ~Khanys who requested an AmericaxReader for being my 100th watcher! ^.^
*is currently at +200* ;3; I finally did it...

America/Alfred F. Jones (c) Hidekaz Himaruya
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Poetry-Venting Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
I have this ALL the time and it SUCKS MAJOR ASS...
That Doom and gloom feeling ugh I hate it, sitting there minding my own business and this wave of anxiety just hits me.
Listening to music or writing about it helps a lot just getting whatever is stuck inside your head out.
SugarLily165 Featured By Owner May 15, 2013
This one really got me close to home because I've been having really bad panic attacks lately where I just start crying and shaking and fearing the worst when nothing bad will happen. Thanks for this, favorites and bookmarked!
vocaloidcat456 Featured By Owner May 10, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
shirayuki-neko-san Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2013
I love this XD
ChibiPenny Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Greenleeklover1 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013
Aw. So nice. I enjoy sunsets too. That would calm me if I was having a panic attack.
hetaliais Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012  Student Writer
sometimes I have mini anxiaty attacks
Shayukihunosaki Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012
Neko-Scourge Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012  Student General Artist
:iconamericaomgplz: omg that is so like me being scared of something....I will just go to the corner of my room and try to entertain myself with something until I feel comfortable....I wish i had a nice friend to help me out like that
five-tailed-helper Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2012  Student General Artist
wow this story really hit close to home for me because just yesterday I just had a panic attack so I totally feel for the reader in this story tho I wish I had the sexy America comforting me.
stupidbread Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2012
You have anxiety too!? =O
five-tailed-helper Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2012  Student General Artist
Yeah I get them sometimes it use to happen often but not so much now but when they do happen they are really bad.
stupidbread Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2012
I know how you feel... I'm on a new medication now, so hopefully be back to normal soon!
five-tailed-helper Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2012  Student General Artist
I wish you luck then my friend
stupidbread Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2012
To you as well.
Nya-Sprinkles Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I know wat u mean with the panic attack thing! I get them alot TT_TT like last time it was slender man because none of the technology in the house was working and i coughed up blood @__@ ANYWAYS!!! Awesome story :) good luck with ur panic attacks :)
stupidbread Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2012
Holy shiz, if that happened to be I'd freaking call 911! ;A;
Thanks, I'll need it. ;w;
Nya-Sprinkles Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
LoLz it also didn't help that i was watching pewdiepie play slenderman TT__TT
MurderScreamer Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2012  Professional General Artist
amazing :iconfuckyeahamericaplz:
utachan13 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2012
Anxiety attack? Awesome story btw
Khanys Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2012
Thank you so much!!! I love it!
SweetKitty999 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
that made me smile! :D :love:
LennonTheLlama97 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2012  Student Writer
very nice~. :D
monkchoo24 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Wow...that was lovely
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